I dont think its really possible. And from what I said earlier, it doesnt seem right, lol.

Unless someone is voodooing me. Which is a distinct possibility.

But I swear my heads shrinking.

People are strange.

Interesting.

Lol

zippedy doo dah...ive now lost another 5 lbs!!!!. fantastic.

As Ive said before, this new insulin, has worked wonders. I reckon Ive got a few more pounds to lose then it will be down to continuing with the exercise/swimming!!
Its so steady now with this, leveling everything off. Being wrongly medicated before was a pain, got to me, but this is so right. Its knocked off my weight, and theres no more worries from it, moods because of the balance of insulin not working and stopping me do stuff, distracted in case bloods got low etc.

The weight loss has been a bonus too, getting me back to the person I was before. Confident about how I look and being able to hold my own around people, not worrying just wanting to enjoy it, and them, and them enjoy it. I always used to be like that, and having regained the proper composure from eating / insulin, having it work again, well im comfortable, confident and look good, lol Seriously, having them get that right has brought me back. What with that, and other things sorted, my normal happy go lucky confidence is pretty much back. Theres still one huge thing I miss which would make it all good and be the perfect accompaniment to share with, give it all back to, and have this confident, weight steady, newly restored, remorseful, shamed, hungry to make up for lost time, return to happy, relaxed, me be enjoying it.

Ive lost nearly a stone and a half, and the insulin/weight has just worked wonders to get me back. Hoohah!

The mirror now looks good - I dont even recognise me half the time, lol, I feel good about myself, my worry from getting low blood has stopped getting me down, and Im confident in my looks and abilities, and being normal, lol. As Mark Morrison might say, the return of the mac.
OK, I still sometimes forget my nightime insulin, Doh.

But I cant lie. No matter how good everything above, all those great things regained... theres still a huge gap id love to put right as well.

Yay for the weight loss and other stuff though
If only I could sort my hair out too!! The last 3 cuts have been bad. At least Ive lost the mop. Hmm, maybe that accounted for the last 5lb? lol